Choosing what's important from day to day can be a problem for me. I mean, when situations reveal themselves I then have the opportunity to choose where within the timeline of importance it needs to be... for me anyway. Why, then, is it that so much ends up being tossed into the box of irrelevance? Does the hierarchy of meaningful events and such mean anything at all anymore? Or is it that this lowered quality of life dictates what importance is placed on any given thing on any given day? Could it be that I've really lost that much control already?
Sitting at my computer is hardly being productive. Being this sick all of the time makes it impossible to be productive. And the waning importance of BEING productive tells me that the changes I'm enduring in my life cannot be ignored. And yet here I am weighing the benefits to risk ratio against a timeline I can't even see anymore.
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